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i miss u so J

i want to fall in love so hard!!!!

it even more depresssing come here and dont have anyone to talk to ):

everyone leave me ): 

why???

see, i found that that that boy (3 that haha) ok who was there wasnt the one i was thinking…but i know who he is now….and… no way….

maybe i’m not his type! i’m tall and fat and ugly, he wouldnt have any interest in me so ): whatever….

he’s kinda cute huh?

i see his pics everyday but i didnt add him on fb or…idk if i should….i dont feel like… idk

what he would think if i add him? that i’m stalking him, yes i was hahha ): 

why i cant be pretty? or skinny, its so hard to lose wight you have no idea…. i ):ugh

Idk how could I think sch a thing

seriously I dream oo much

I’m just feeling egh! today….

I really need to stop to wait some things from some kinda of people… 

this person, actually, but okay;; 

and the other one I was just stupid for thinking he could…idk ): 

I cant believe i did that just cus i wanted to see a guy i never saw

i dnt who he is

damn it

i cant believe that

how stupid i am?

seriously?

 what is fuckin wrong with me????

duuuuuuuuuuh

i didnt want to feel guilt but i feel

and i cant tell anything or i’ll lose my job

duh

i have issues

im sooooooooo stupid

 hahahha how would i t

hahhhaha no effying way :/

hes too good for me

my heart is hurting :/ literally